Was super pissed on Saturday at my cousin. Mainly because she was so darn indecisive. I shan't talk abt what happened. To cut the long story short, after taking two hrs to decide she wants a slingbag over a backpack, she told me to walk ard in the rain to decide where to go next. I got so angry I told her i wanted to go home. And home we went. Started feeling guilty for flaring up at her the moment we boarded the train, but i was still angry at that time, so i didn't say anything. I'm still feeling guilty.

Anway, led worship for the first time in YA. It was quite alright, though i messed up the song. Haha. And i'm getting baptised next Sun, on Christmas Day. Makes it doubly precious. I'm afraid I won't experience any spiritual breakthroughs after my baptism. I don't even know if this fear is a rational one.